Ψ Beautiful Chaos Ψ
October 2010
I don’t know why, but I suddenly grew really cold and tired and curled up in a ball, and only that ball existed. I don’t know why. . I don’t know where my body is taking me, but I’m going to let it take me.
“If you decide something you must follow it through to the end, even if you now what the outcome will be.”
—Me
If someone should read your blog, and does not run away, they are keepers.
Fact #1
So… I sometimes….a lot of times act very childish, laugh a lot and do very stupid stuff, but this doesnt mean im immature. I only do this things because it clears my head and entertains me, this stupid school, the people there and well anyone around me bore me, there really isnt much going on, so I try to entertain myself in the silliest ways, even if it means making myself look like an idiot. I mean, its not like if I care about what others think….well there is one exception…
“People never explain to you exactly what they think and feel and how their thoughts and feelings work, do they? They don’t have time. Or the right words. But that’s what books do. It’s as though your daily life is a film in the cinema. It can be fun, looking at those pictures. But if you want to know what lies behind the flat screen you have to read a book. That explains it all.”
—A Week in December, Sebastian Faulks (via fuckyeahliteraryquotes)
Today...
Fuck today was a fail. I need to stop thinking of plans and just accept that ALL my plans go to ruins one way or another. I noticed when I am being spontaneous is when things work out fine. Acting impulsively is my best quality. Now I am gonna stop thinking about this nonsense and focus on something else, next time I’ll do it, I don’t care what happens. So since I feel so full of myself today I think I’m gonna post random facts about myself daily just so I can see what I think of myself in paper (err screen?), its not like anyone reads this stuff.